Confidence Bipolar

When it comes to my confidence level, I’m a bipolar.
Most of the times, I have been an over achiever and I tend to be harsh on myself. As a result, my confidence level often suffers from my high expectation levels.

As I enter in the 4th month of Real World consulting business, my confidence level hit the bottom. Why? It’s the combination of feeling lost in my career path and trying to mixed expectations in this company.

I feel like I started all over again after all that hard work (honestly, I’ve been lucky and it wasn’t that tough but still…) and getting Ph.D. was a waste of time. Once again, it’s time to tell myself “Everything is going to be alright. Be patient and take one step at a time.” Easier said than done, though.

I just need some nice back rubs, ice cream, hot baths, and someone (some people) who listens to me and gives me encouragements.